I would love to spend the..............

you looking at me







Terry,

I just want you to know this is how I feel today and always. I only care about how we feel for one another. I know when we are not togather we feel like shit, and when we are togather we feel great. No one but me needs to understand the life you have lived and the life I have lived. I'm just glad we found each other so we can be one. I would love to spend the rest of my life forgetting about the world and IT'S problems, and chasing cars with you always hahahahaha.

Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vwbZP_VipDA

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars (Live At The Union Chapel)

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
to remind me
to find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

Love always,

Chris

Sometimes When We Touch / Ojo Kalugoran Daka

Sometimes when we touch

I saw this in your Skype page " Ojo Kalugoran Daka "
Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVf940pO5ME
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
------------------------------
Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezePq0lglgo

English to Filipino translation

Itanong mo sa akin kung mahal kita
At ako mabulunan sa aking reply
Sa halip gusto ko saktan ka matapat
Kaysa iligaw sa iyo ng isang kasinungalingan
At sino ako upang hatulan mo
Sa kung ano ang sinasabi mo o gawin?
Ako lamang lamang simula sa makita ang tunay mong

At kung minsan kapag kami touch
Katapatan ay masyadong marami
At ako ay may upang isara ang aking mga mata at itago
Gusto ko na hold mo til mamatay ako
Til namin pareho ang break down at daing
Gusto ko na hold mo hanggang ang takot sa akin Nagkulpa

Romansa at lahat ng diskarte nito
Dahon ako battling sa aking kapalaluan
Ngunit sa pamamagitan ng kawalan ng kapanatagan
Lambing ilang survives
Ako lang isa pang manunulat
Still trap sa loob ng aking katotohanan
Ang isang nag-aalangan manlalaban premyo
Still trap sa loob ng aking kabataan

At kung minsan kapag kami touch
Katapatan ay masyadong marami
At ako ay may upang isara ang aking mga mata at itago
Gusto ko na hold mo til mamatay ako
Til namin pareho ang break down at daing
Gusto ko na hold mo hanggang ang takot sa akin Nagkulpa

Sa mga oras Gusto kong break mo
At drive ka sa iyong mga tuhod
Sa mga oras Gusto kong break sa pamamagitan ng
At hold mo endlessly

Sa mga oras Naiintindihan ko kayo
At alam ko kung paano mahirap na sa iyo tried
Ko na bantayan habang love utos mo
At ko na bantayan ibig pumasa ka sa pamamagitan ng

Sa mga oras sa tingin ko kami ay Drifters
Hinahanap pa rin ng isang kaibigan
Ang isang kapatid na lalaki o kapatid na babae ng isang
Ngunit pagkatapos passion ang flares muli

At kung minsan kapag kami touch
Katapatan ay masyadong marami
At ako ay may upang isara ang aking mga mata at itago
Gusto ko na hold mo til mamatay ako
Til namin pareho ang break down at daing
Gusto ko na hold mo hanggang ang takot sa akin Nagkulpa

I hope this is what Ojo Kalugoran Daka means.

Love,

Chris

How Sweet It Is To Be Loved By You

Terry my baby

This song is by James Taylor. One of the best singers of all time in America. My family and I have seen him in person singing many times and we love him so. He has made life great for many all over the world and I hope you enjoy this song as much as I enjoy you!

Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSQdRz-HlJw

Dear Terry

How sweet it is to be loved by you. How sweet it is to be loved by you.

I needed the shelter of someone's arms and there you were.
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs and there you were.
With sweet love and devotion, deeply touching my emotion,
I want to stop and thank you baby. I want to stop and thank you baby.
How sweet it is to be loved by you. How sweet it is to be loved by you.

I close my eyes at night wondering where would I be without you in my life.
Everything I did was just a bore, everywhere I went it seems I'd been there before.
But you brighten up for me all of my days with a love so sweet in so many ways,
I want to stop and thank you baby, I just want to stop and thank you baby.
How sweet it is to be loved by you, feels so fine. How sweet it is to be loved by you.

You were better for me than I was for myself,
for me, there's you and there ain't nobody else,
I want to stop and thank you baby. I just want to stop and thank you baby, yes I do,
how sweet it is to be loved by you. How sweet it is to be loved by you.
Feels so fine, how sweet it is to be loved by you.
Just like jelly baby, oh yeah, how sweet it is to be loved by you.
Just like honey to the bee, babe, how sweet it is to be loved by you.

Love your baby Chris

Just for you...............

Your so hot baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please click this link baby: www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FIhpVUrhx4

Boyz II Men - I Swear

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
But you can be sure I know my part
'Cause I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I'll make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

I swear
By the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear

I'll give you everything I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when there's silver in your hair
You won't have to ask if I still care
'Cause as time turns the page
My love won't age at all

I swear
By the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear

I swear
By the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
I swear
I swear

Love your Christopher

My Love Is Your Love..............

Terry and I in her back yard in Cateel Philippines.....really.......thats the Pacific ocean



Terry and I in Allens Van driving some where with the crew.



Terry and I near her home town Cateel. This is there School house on the Pacific ocean.

Terry baby.........

I miss you. You know latly i have been sick. So not doing my best. But I thought of this song today. I want you to know how I feel. Skype sucks some times, so I thought I would just write what I want to say and feel. You and I would just want to be togather. I wish I could just put ya on a plane, and see you tomorrow. But we live in a world that is with rules and so we have to follow the rules. I just want you to know no matter near or far I am always 1 day from you by plane, but your always in my hart. Please be happy always, pray to GOD, and know we will be with one another very very soon. Your love is my love and my love is your love...................

Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OwLvjeVeJo

MY LOVE IS YOUR LOVE (Whitney Houston)
 
If tomorrow is judgment day (Sing Mommy)
And I'm standing on the front line
And the Lord asks me what I did with my life
I will say I spent it with you
 
If I wake up in World War III
I see destruction and poverty
And I feel like I want to go home
It's okay if you're coming with me
 
'Cause your love is my love
And my love is your love
It would take an eternity to break us
And the chains of Amistad couln't hold us

If I lose my fame and fortune
And I'm homeless on the street
And I'm sleeping in Grand Central Station
It's okay if you're sleeping with me
 
As the years they pass us by
We stay young through each other's eyes
And no matter how old we get
It's okay as long as I got you baby

If I should die this very day
Don't cry, 'cause on Earth we weren't meant to stay
And no matter what the people say
I'll be waiting for you after the judgment day

Love always,

Chris

Our minds.................

Dear Terry,

 Today I am sad. As you know I have been sick, and you have been sick. It amazes me that you are 10,000 miles away and we get sick at the same time. I hope your fever and back pain are gone and feeling better. I was feeling better yesterday, but today is not so good. I miss you sooooo much!

As you already know I have been traveling from San Diego, to Florida, back to San Diego, and back to Florida, and now to NY and staying in the state of Connecticut with my sister Debrin and Greg for Christmas. The weather here is cold, cold, cold. I mean really cold.

I wish you were here to enjoy this time of year. My family is looking forword to meeting you and spending time togather.

I miss you and look forword to talking to you on Skype today my baby.

The photo above keeps me warm at night. I need you.......................always

Love,

Chris

Faithfuly - thanks to you..........

Terry,

 So a few years ago or should I say many,many, many years ago I first listened to this song Faithfuly in 1983. Yep the song is almost 30 years old and still rocks to this day. A very very popular song with filipinos, and the karaoke crowd. So baby, you sparked a flame in me to listen to this song many times. I just wanted to say thank you for bringing back a song that is so powerful but simple. Mater of fact you texed me today when I was writing this BLOG !!!!!!!!!!

I hope your bus trip back to Cateel is safe and quick. I miss you!!!



Please click this link for the " Real Journey song Faithfuly "
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rj__jhmPMgI

or

Please click this link for the Arnel Pineda - Faithfuly
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FWC9MHgpL8U


Journey - Faithfully

Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
You're on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sendin' all my love
Along the wire


They say that the road
Ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line
It's been you and me
And lovin' a music man
Ain't always what it's supposed to be
Oh girl you stand by me
I'm forever yours...faithfully


Circus life
Under the big top world
We all need the clowns
To make us smile
Through space and time
Always another show
Wondering where I am
Lost without you


And being apart ain't easy
On this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy
Of rediscovering you
Oh girl, you stand by me
I'm forever yours...faithfully


Oh, oh, oh, oh
Faithfully, I'm still yours
I'm forever yours
Ever yours...faithfully

Love,

Chris

Edge Of Desire

Me in a small town in Greece

You on the main land with Taal Volcano in the back ground



..........u and i..........



Terry,

 Hi baby. Thanks for texing me, and asking me to call you. You sound real tired today. I know you were on the bus all night long. I'm happy you are in Davao City right now. You sound like you need a few days away from Cateel, and life there. Sorry your sad and missing me, you, us! I promise I will always be with you. I'm only 1 day away from you always. Just be happy we found one another. A life partner is the most challenging part for some one to find. We found each other, with the help of friends and family. I'm so happy baby. I will see you soon. Please take some time to relax, take a hot shower and a bath. Enjoy some Jollibee chicken and pasta, go see a movie, hang out with your friends, read a book, go sing a song, go dancing, go to the Mall and buy some thing nice for your self, Get your hair colored, ..........what ever you do,  just take your mind off life for a few days!!!! That is waht I want for you the most is to relax and try to enjoy your time alon and away from Cateel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I picked the photos above because I look like i'm searching for somthing in the photo of me. I picked the photo of you because it looks like your searching for somthing. I picked the last photo of you and I be cause we found what we were looking for.............each other. :o)


Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0B5tBJXT_c8

John Mayer - Edge Of Desire

Young and full of running,
tell me where is that taking me
just a great figure eight
or a tiny infinity.

Love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me.
For all of my trying
we still end up dying;
how can it be?

Don't say a word; just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it; I'm scared you'll forget about me.

So young and full of running
all the way to the edge of desire.
Steady my breathing, silently screaming
I have to have you now.

Wired and I'm tired;
think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor.
Or maybe this mattress will spin on its axis
and find me on yours.

Don't say a word ; just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it; I'm scared you'll forget about me.

Don't say a word;just come over and lie here with me
'cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see.

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe.
There, I just said it;I'm scared you'll forget about me.

Love always,

Chris

Terry,

 You know this song, I even sang this song to you last night on Skype. I smile every time I hear it. The words describe just how we both feel. Ya know what? I love you baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Click this link please: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8vGGWn2AmE


Faith Evens - I love you

My heart belongs to you
So what could I do
To make you feel I'm down with
You see me hangin around
But you don't know how you make me feel for you, and

Each and every day, I try to make some sense of this
What you mean to me, I know it could be serious
Each and every night, I dream about just holding you
Wanting you like this, what is a girl supposed to do

I love you (I love you)
I want you (I want you)
You're the one that I live for
And I can't take it any more
I love you (I love you)
I need you (I need you)
What can I do to make you see
You're the only one for me

First time I saw your face
My heart just erased
All the guys I knew before
You walked into my life
I was the type to never want for nothing

Each and every day, I try to make some sense of this
What you mean to me, I know it could be serious
Each and every night, I dream about just holding you
Wanting you like this, what is a girl supposed to do

I love you (I love you)
I want you (I want you)
You're the one that I live for
And I can't take it any more
I love you (I love you)
I need you (I need you)
What can I do to make you see
You're the only one for me

I love you, I want you, I need you in my life
Can't you see what you mean to me
Baby come hold me tight
I miss you, wanna kiss you
Everytime I see your face
Baby I'll be waiting for you
Each and everyday

I love you (I need you)
I want you (I want you)
You're the one that I live for
And I can't take it any more
I love you (I love you)
I need you (I need you)
What can I do to make you see
You're the only one for me

You're the only one for me
And I know it's meant to be
What can I do to make you see
My love will carry on
So listen to my heart and know
You'll find out where my love will go
The future lies between us boy
Oh babe I love you so

I love you (I love you)
I want you (I want you)
You're the one that I live for
And I can't take it any more
I love you (I love you)
I need you (I need you)
What can I do to make you see
You're the only one for me

I love you (I love you)
I want you (I want you)
You're the one that I live for
And I can't take it any more
I love you (I love you)
I need you (I need you)
What can I do to make you see
You're the only one for me

Love,

Chris

You are Amazing Terry.............

Terry baby,

Debrin my sister sent me this song today. The first thing I thought of was you, my sister, my brother, God, my Mother, life, love.............You are like the sun to me, you always brighten up my day

Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJUodTNIf-E

One Eskimo - Amazing

I feel sweet
Do you feel sweet?
It’s amazing

I have no skin
And I feel everything
It’s amazing
I feel good
When you feel good
I knew I would
And it’s amazing

I’ve wanted this for so long
Now the deed has been done
We shall rise with the sun
And spend our time as one

Now there is no sin
In anything
And it’s amazing

I love life
I hope you do too
‘Cause I love everything
It’s all amazing

I feel you
Do you feel you?
I understand
When they say we’re born again
“Cause I feel born again
I’m born again
And it’s amazing
And it’s the best thing
And it’s glorious
It’s life changing
This feeling
Is amazing
It’s the best thing
It’s glorious
It’s life changing

This feeling

This feeling
Oh lord this feeling
It’s amazing
It’s in the stars
In the sun
It’s everywhere
In everyone
And it will be every day
From now on
From now on
We are one
And it’s amazing
It’s in the stars
In the sun
It’s everywhere
In everyone
And it will be every day
From now on
From now on
We are one
And it’s amazing
It’s in the stars
In the sun
It’s everywhere
In everyone
And it will be every day
From now on
From now on
We are one
And it’s amazing

Love always ,

Chris

Terry, I will always " Look After You "

Terry,

 Hi baby! I hope you and the family are well.

So I really like this song. I know you remember it. I sang it to you when we stayed at the Hyatt in Manila this month Nov 2010 ( Link: http://manila.casino.hyatt.com/hyatt/hotels/ ) . As you know you are always taking care of your family,



The Feliscoso Family Compound ( only 5% hahaha )

and at times your taken for granted of your time, money, and sacrifice's you've made over the years. I know your Mom and Dad are always thankful. My point is I appreciate and love the way you have taken care of me. When I was very sick in Davo City in the hospital



After my surgery, and Terry by my side as always!



you were right there by my side the whole time. You even slept in the hospital bed with me, waiting on me, helping me, or what ever you could do.............you were always there! I love how you show your love to me. The small things like you cleaning my ears, nose, or a nice meal you cooked, or washing our cloths, or just being the funny you..................watching Mr. Bean. hahahahahahahahaha





I love every thing about you Terry!!!!! BUT.............this song also let's YOU know I want to take care of you in manny ways. You and I are limited right now for what we can do for each other. This song is here for you to let you know I will always "Look After You" ,I won't let you down, and you will always be safe. It's ok to let someone take care of you, as you have taken great care of me, your family, and others for a very long time. Just know you have a man, on the other side of the world, that loves and appreciates you..........but you already know this............and that is why we are togather,



Terry and I at Leslie’s Restaurant in Tagaytay - Philippines, over looking Taal Volcano
Link: http://www.squidoo.com/tagaytay

we take care of each other. I miss you deeply, your my best friend Terry! Thank you sooooo much for being there for me and every one around you, I will always " look after you "  in the minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, and decades to come.

Love always,

Christopher


Now for your long awaited

The Fray - Look After You

Please click this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBwYc1gZND0


If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh..............

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh..............

 Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh..............

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh..............


 Love,

 Christopher



Forever and Ever Amen

Terry,

 Hi pumkin!!!!! As you know already you and I are having a hard time being so far apart. Any couple in love will feel sad, depressed, sick, lonly, and just miss being near their best friend YOU/ME. But we both have to thank GOD for internet, life, love, Tex, email, Skype, air planes - I'm only 1 day by plain,  and all the ways we can keep up with what goes on in our daily lives, or just in thought. I'm always a phone call away. So relaxe, no need to worry my love. We never said this would be easy. BUT love can face anything. We are both strong and hungry for being togather for the rest of our lives. I love you baby always.

So now that you know what we have be going through latley, and you not feeling well with a feaver and being sick. I wanted to brighten your day with a song. I have always loved this song. I know you have never heard this song befor today. But listen to it a few times. It grows on ya real quick. I love it because I feel the way the singer does, I feel this way with you always...........For Ever and Ever Amen Terry..............


Please click this link my love: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-aPyU1o8iM

Randy Travis - Forever and Ever Amen - with Lyrics

You may think that I'm talking foolish
You've heard that I'm wild and I'm free
You may wonder how I can promise you now
This love that I feel for you always will be
But your not just time that im killing
I'm no longer one of those guys
As sure as I live, this love that I give
Is gonna be yours until the day that I die

(Chorus)
Oh baby im gonna love you forever
Forever and ever amen
As long as old men sit&talk about the weather
As long as old women sit&talk about old men
If you wonder how long ill be faithful
I'll be happy to tell you again
I'm gonna love you forever and ever
Forever and ever amen


They say time takes it's toll on a body
Makes a young girls brown hair turn gray
Honey I don't care I ain't in love with your hair
N if it all fell out well I'd love you anyway
They say time can play tricks on a memory
Make people forget things they knew
Well It's easy to see It's happenin to me
I've already forgotten every woman but you

(Chorus)
Oh darlin I'm gonna love you forever
Forever and ever amen
As long as old men sit and talk about the weather
As long as old women sit and talk about old men
If you wonder how long i'll be faithful
Just listen to how this song ends
I'm gonna love you forever and ever
Forever and ever amen

I'm gonna love you forever and ever
Forever and ever
Forever and ever
Forever and ever amen............

Love,

Chris

Just for you Baby !!!!!

Just a soft gentle calming song that bring you to my mind time and time again.........

Click link to song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjsjZWlRVvo

Alison Krauss - When You Say Nothing At All

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

Love always,

Christopher

With or with out you

I was thinking of you tonight be for going to bed and this song came to mind by the group " U2 ". The song's called " With or with out you ".

Click here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Ye8GLPUVsM

U2 - With or with out you

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

Love,

Christopher

Photos of Terry and Chris

Terry,

I made this for you. I hope you like it. We will always be close, even though the miles are far, you will always be close to my hart. This is a place you can come and write your thoughts, and look at photos!!!!!

Below I would like you to please write down the user name and password.

User Name: Please enter my email address as the user name
Password: you already have the pass word hahahahaha

When you click the link below it will bring you to the Kodak photo page. Look to the top right of the page and you will see " Sign In ". Please log in with the user name and password.

Please Click this link: http://www.kodakgallery.com/gallery/welcome.jsp

Enjoy the photos of us togather.

Love always,

Chris