Falling fast

  Why am I so afraid to Lose you When you're not mine?

 Every woman dreams the same?
'To have a man who calls at 8am in the morning and 8pm at night .
'I don't need  a dozen Roses from a high class prize ,just give me a yellow flower you picked,
'I don't need a trip to a fancy restaurant to eat a meal.just take me on picnic and watch the wave with me,
'I'm a simple woman that wants to be loved but how when my Disaster is always there in my Back?

 ""I love you tell me  I'm pretty when I just wake up.
""And I love you how you tease  when I'm Moody
and it's always enough.
""I'm falling fast and the truth I'm not scared at all when you kiss me and embressed.''



sexy terry143

I love God

 I love you that's why I am like this sometimes empty inside my mind.I know you can find woman someday but I as sure I never forget who you are, in my mind my heart and my soul.  I know someday I find a man but no one can replace you or they same like you. I felt we don't have much to stay longer because of my damn thing situation but as you say  YOUR FREE.  I am Ms.of disaster in your life since you meet me I never make you happy ,one thing I will promise you,I  never forget to pray for you.

I'm not stupid also I am not crazy I feel LOVE into you.

One day everything well be find and for all the good times we had it's very memorable for me and markable.

All kind of gently and sweet moments I found from you.  and it's short I called L>O>V>E..

Promise me you always take care your self and slowly drive your car even I did not remind you about your family I still care your health wanting I wish before I meet you I am not in this Fucking .damn life I had.

here is my photo and yellow flower...

  I love this flower,it's clear and no problem compare me.

My Special Day 03/19/2014

this one when we are in the park Zumba last Saturday  with Janna and princess but there hiding.

Terry and I. This photo was taken Sep 2010

Dear Terry,

Happy 30th Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yahhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I picked this photo as it was taken 3 years and 7 months ago. Hard to believe this photo is almost 4 years old ! We have seen many places in the PH, met many people and ate a lot of great food. But some of the best times we have had are with the kids. Singing, dancing, and being silly together as a family. Yes family, I'm happy to be a part of your family with you and the kids. Over the years you have become a great woman, you are beautiful inside and out. The kids should feel so lucky to have such a wonderful and loving Mother like you, and I am lucky to. I love birthdays because its the day we were born. I love March 19th because it is the day you were born! With out that day you would not be here. Regardless of how we got here and under what ever circumstances, weather our parents stayed together or not, life has given us a great gift and that is one another. But again I will say this. If you were not born your kids would not be here, I would have never have met you, and I would still be searching for my life partner. So today for me is a great day as well, and a great day to celebrate life, your life, sunsets, eating fish and fried chicken, playing with the kids, watching a movie, holding hands, crying, laughing, dancing, and all the great and wonderful things it's all about................ Life. We have 80 years or so to do as we please. We are all so lucky to have a life. Yes life has its ups and life has its downs. So today and every day I want to wish you a Happy Birthday, a Happy Life Day, and a Happy Family Day :0)

Be all you can be Terry, be who you want to be, do what your meant to do, but most of all enjoy the journey Pumpkin.

And by the way, even though you just turned 30, your even more smokin HOT now than when we met and you were hot then to!!!!!!!

Love always,

Christopher